Do you ever meet kids that make you feel like completely inferior; almost as if you should say to them ‘i’m sorry, i’m sorry I can’t be more successful, focused, and more intelligent for this conversation. I’ve a limited vocabulary and turning on my computer i would classify as a skill. But I was comfortable with that until you walked in, mister ‘fantastically-amazing-on-the-violin-and-he’s-only-four’ pants!!
..i know i know, real mature B.Ryan.
Unlike Jack. Who is four. Did i mention that? I met Jack WEDNESDAY Morning on remote at the Alberta College Conservatory of Music to promote the summer camps for kids coming up. All morning long, I was meeting these amazing 12, 9, 13 year olds who were blazingly talented. But I thought ‘good for them – that is awesome!’ Then in walks JACK.
Violin under one arm, bow in the other, he barely makes it up the stage because he is, well, FOUR. As i eyed this kid up, i am taken back to what I was doing when i was four…..
When I was four, i thought my raggedy ann and andy ‘blankie’ was the bomb, and i’d spend hours staring into the fabric imaging adventures with these lil’ cartoons that were imprinted on my ‘blankie’. Sometimes my eyes would cross i’d stare at the blanket so hard and so close, my mom would have to yell from the kitchen ‘pull back bridge pull back!’
Jack? He spends at least 2 hours a day practicing his violin.
When I was four, i remember picking up this lil’ metal stick and there was this traingular shape next to it and when I hit the stick against this triangular shape, it made a sweet lil’ sound. I made it again and again and again until my mom would yell from the living room ‘put the triangle down bridge, put the triangle doooooooooown.’ That was the day i learned what a ‘triangle’ was.
Jack? He played the Concerto in F Major and longs to play some day on a violin made by Stradivari, Guarneri and Amati.
When I was four, i didn’t know how to talk to people really – so i had a teddy bear collection that would make any webkinz fanatic blush. They were my family. There was michael, and timmy, and bert (who was hard plastic and i kept cutting myself on him, but i loved him none the less…) and sarah and janet and oh the list goes on. I would take them to restaurants, school, movies…when me and my family would go to restaurants, my parents and sister would get a table and then i would sit at a separate table with ‘teddies’ and we would all pretend that we were at a ‘restaurant’. I wish i could say i was kidding, but in fact i am not.
Jack? He waltzed up to me and said ‘Bridget Ryan? Pleased to meet you – I am jack and I will be playing a Concerto in F Major. I hope you enjoy.”
In a nut shell, Jack was awesome. Totally awesome. And I am so honored to have met him. He was allowing himself a moment of play in between segments on remote where he was going back stage and coming out to the centre of the stage and taking a bow. He’d do it over and over again.
‘what are you doing” i asked…
“i am at the carnegie hall and i am taking my bow’…..
I have absolutely no doubt, Jack, no doubt.
